mr. Pam on my ‘Entrapment’ Porn Debut

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Thanks to all of the great readers who shared their stories at last night’s SHE-PANIC! reading at Nowhere. You were wonderful, all of you! I’m the luckiest man alive to be able to host such wonderful readings featuring such talented writers…mwa!


 

 

 

I’ll begin this week’s post by thanking “mr. Pam” at Lucas Entertainment for casting me in my first-ever porn flicker. I was so nervous in front of the camera I thought I would pee on myself (kinky, huh?), but Pam has a smooth, assuring style, and I did my scene in less than three takes (which you can view on the softcore trailer link below). Performance anxiety can be tough, as I learned in the past, as a musician and performer—and now as a writer who actively reads his work to strangers on a regular basis, which is kind of like being naked in front of glaring cameras.

 


 

All of this “entrapment” talk reminds me of the first time I went to Los Angeles, back in 1999. A friend took me to Beverly Hills, to Will Rogers Park, in fact—the “George Michael” bathroom, as it was known. Georgie has had so many media stunts since, that many have forgotten his public bathroom scandal, but I’ll never forget it. My first impression of the bathroom was that it was tiny—like eight-by-eight feet. When I first heard about the bust, I was humored by it all, but when I learned that the police officer tricked him, I was furious. And I’m not even a George Michael fan!


 

 

This brand of police entrapment has been happening in New York City DVD stores, with over 50 arrests since 2004. This is a war on gay sex, period. Straight people can pretty much screw around wherever and whenever they want to (parks, backseats, restrooms, which are all public)—and I’d kill to see the day they get busted and smeared for doing so, but I won’t hold my breath. If social welfare is the motive behind all of this silly “entrapment”, I say that we queers should wage a counteroffensive on child molestation, which plenty of straight men know a lot about. These fellows exact much more damage on society than the romps of drunk bar-queens in Eighth Avenue DVD stores will ever tally up.

 


 

The police claim that they receive complaints from people in the neighborhoods where these arrests are happening, and if this is true, people should think twice about moving to Chelsea, if the idea of gay sex bothers them. I can only hope that this is the last public flexing of homophobic muscles fueled by politicians and others whose own sexual inadequacies fuel their need to bust those who are having all the fun, (not to mention the closeted “edge thrill” of offering their “jewels” to another man). As rising unemployment and law enforcement budget cuts help to foster crime, you would think the police had better things to do.

 


So—mr. Pam—why this theme of gay entrapment by police for a Lucas Entertainment movie?


 

 

Well, I wrote Entrapment and co-directed it with my hot boss, Michael Lucas, after an email went out at work (Lucas Entertainment) about a panel discussion at the LGBT center, about porn stores being shut down. I was intrigued, plus I have an obvious interest in the porn stores staying open for my career, for the community, and as one of the last places where guys (and me occasionally) can still cruise. And to purchase DVDs of course! One speaker on the panel told his story about being “entrapped” by an undercover cop—he was arrested for loitering for the purpose of prostitution in an East Village porn shop.

 


 

Turns out a large number of gay men had also been offered sex by undercover police officers and then arrested. I was appalled! Forty years after the Stonewall Riots and blatant discrimination against the gay community and sexuality is still happening. I wanted to help the cause, but working 60+ hours a week doesn’t leave me much volunteer time. So I thought, why not use the media venues I have available and write a movie about the incident? What better way to help bring awareness to the cause, than by producing a movie that will be sold in the locations where the arrests are taking place? Plus I got to edit a really cool softcore awareness trailer that we posted on Youtube® (link below), that people can post on their blogs, social networking sites, etc. And there was your voiceover in the intro that was the finishing touch. Nice work darling!

 

 

It was my pleasure to read for you. I used to appear in all kinds of experimental film projects in my wilder days, so it felt natural. So were there any surprises along the way, in terms of production on Entrapment? You mentioned that you got really daring, in terms of shooting scenes in public, etc. Can you share without spoiling it for potential viewers?


 

 

 

My favorite scene to shoot was the “arrest”. We shot during rush hour on 8th Avenue, in Chelsea, in front of the Blue Store, which is one of the stores where such arrests have taken place. Ryan Raz and Vin Costas ran up to Dimitri Romanov and started yelling, reading him his rights, handcuffing him. Dimitri was screaming in Russian, it almost felt like an artsy porn demonstration in a way, causing lots of heads to turn. People were asking questions. It was awesome—and of course, a lot of really hot men having really hot sex, that’s always fun to shoot, too!


 

Were there any new models on this project that you look forward to working with again?


 

 

Well definitely our new exclusive, Dimitri Romanov. He’s taking English lessons, so I’m excited to get to know him better as his English improves, plus he taught me how to say “f**k you b***h in Russian. Fabulous! I was able to cast all my favorite boys in this movie, everyone was so easy to work with and fun. I can’t wait to shoot them all again!


 

 

 

So tell us more about this movie’s lineup of hunks.


Lots of hot men for this film. We’re introducing Lucas Entertainment’s newest exclusive, who I just mentioned, Dimitri Romanov, who just moved here from St. Petersburg Russia. We also have hotties Ryan Raz, who plays a cop, Lars Svenson who plays a cop/trainer, Kayl O’Riley (punk kid/cop-in-training), Vin Costas, Dimitri’s trick-turned-undercover cop, Trae Angle, Murphy Maxwell, Andrew James (a cop’s brother) and Isaiah Fox, who plays Andrew’s college boyfriend. All the guys are very sexy and were very excited to participate in a political porn movie. We shot great interviews with all the guys, after their scenes, talking about their experiences with being harassed for being gay, their thoughts on issues, etc. I’m very proud of the results.


 

 

 

What do you like about working in New York, as opposed to the West Coast, where most of the industry is located?

 


 

I had traveled here for work a ton over the past two years and started feeling the itch to move here. Michael Lucas popped the question last July, offering me a position as Creative Director of his company and I accepted. It’s a dream job I couldn’t pass up! Now I have lived in New York for six months. I guess the biggest challenge is having worked in San Francisco and Los Angeles for the past four years. I’m good friends with pretty much everyone from all the West Coast companies, having shot movies for them and/or interviewed them for the Tim and Roma Show. I guess you can say that there’s an East Coast/West Coast gay porn rivalry and a lot of times I feel stuck in the middle. I’m kind of sensitive. I just want everyone to be friends, because everyone is so awesome.


 

To view mr. pam’s Entrapment softcore trailer on Youtube®, click here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqhCGMm4j8Y

 


Entrapment can be purchased at: www.lucasentertainment.com

 


To view mr. pam’s body of work, as compiled by TLA, click here: http://www.tlavideo.com/person/3-0-67851_mr-pam.html?sn=1


 

Mr. Pam’s very own Wikipedia page: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mr._Pam


 

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Published in: on March 26, 2009 at 3:17 PM Comments (6)
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Sweat and Lizards: Postcards from Borikén

sanjuancharlie11Hello fellow cuckoo creatures and riley reptiles!

It’s back to the grind in New York City for me … for those of you who can make it, I’ll be hosting SHE-PANIC! at Nowhere on Wednesday, March 25th, 8PM, 21+. This reading will feature the daring, erotic stories and paranormal romance of divas Livia Llewellyn, Mure Vyn, Rosalind Christine Lloyd, Martha Garvey, Tiffany Lee Brown and Nora Robertson. Tiffany and Nora will be joining us from my one-time home, Portland, Oregon. The readers I’ve picked for this special evening hail from the New York City area, the Pacific Northwest and even Trinidad, so this will be a treat for sure…get your best claws out…

I’m settling back into my hectic life after spending eight magical days in Puerto Rico last week. What a treat that was, considering I’m of Puerto Rican and Cuban heritage–but La Isla Del Encanto, as you’ll see, has surprises and charms for just about anyone and everyone. From the cosmopolitan shuffle of San Juan, to the mysterious bat-filled caves of Rio Camuy, Puerto Rico is an adventure and a thrill, to say the least.

John and I arrived in San Juan on Friday, March 6th, and immediately drove to the northwest corner of the island, where we were based, in Rincón, a surfer’s haven and the alleged area of one of Christopher Colombus’s landings (many towns claim this to their credit). A quick lunch of comidas criollas in Arecibo helped get our feet wet. Our quiet beachfront location afforded us much quiet time spent watching pelicans, chasing lizards, taking photos, eating, reading and writing. Below is a shot I caught of one of the nightly infernal sunsets, and the temperature at this time of year averaged about 80 degrees Fahrenheit.

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We spent the early part of the following week exploring the west coast, in cities and towns such as Mayagüez, Boquerón and Cabo Rojo, where we took in the local pirate lore, dodged four-foot iguanas crossing the highway, sunbathed and swam in blue-green waters. The food was incredible and the people even more so…we even tried to get to the Maricao State Forest but could not find Route 105 out of Mayagüez, Puerto Rico’s third largest city, and home to the best radio station EVER, Radio UTIL 1300 AM.

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From the middle of the week through the end of our stay we hit the magnificent Rio Camuy caves (a must-see), stopping in charming Quebradillas for what might’ve been the best Puerto Rican food I’ve ever had (at Lucho’s), and believe me I’ve had a lot. We then visited the stunning, architectural time capsule town San Germán, the island’s second largest city, Ponce, the Tibes Taíno Ceremonial Center, and finished our trip with a day in glorious San Juan, where we went to El Morro and visited the Librería La Tertulia bookstore, which if you’re ever in San Juan and read in Spanish (they also have English titles), you should check out, at 305 Calle Recinto Sur (www.tertulia.com). Great reads! They even had a definitive Edgar Allan Poe collection translated into Spanish by Julio Cortázar. Who knew? I picked up an English volume, Boricuas in Gotham: Puerto Ricans in the Making of Modern New York City (Markus Wiener, 2004), which was edited by Gabriel Haslip-Viera, Angelo Falcón and Félix Matos Rodríguez. I’m almost done with it if anyone would like to borrow it…

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Hope you enjoyed the photos! More crazy, queer goodness to continue next week, when I’ll resume my usual blog (s)exploits with an interview with “mr. pam” of New York’s powerhouse pornography company, Lucas Entertainment. We’ll talk about the upcoming porno thriller Entrapment, which she cast me in…(seriously). My porno debut!

…spring is in the air darlings!

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Published in: on March 18, 2009 at 11:37 PM Comments (7)

Dancing with Ghosts: The Macabre World of Violet Uprising

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Live from Puerto Rico!

 

New photos on the way for next week, promise! John and I return to Gotham tomorrow night…

 

…in the mean time, I’d like to introduce you all to Violet Uprising and their unusual video art and music. In a world lacking originality, crafted wares such as theirs are a welcome reprieve.

 

Violet Uprising is the Portland Oregon-based duo of Edgar “ESanti” Santiago and Justin “ThisJustin” Warner and they’ve flooded the internet with homemade, stop-motion animation music videos featuring aliens, ghosts and twirling, bawdy women. Their peculiar brand of sound and vision hearkens back to the hazy bands of the 1980s, particularly 4AD acts Cocteau Twins and Wolfgang Press, topped with a dash of sleazy cabaret and industrial fuzz. Their debut CD, i hear bleeding, is available through CDBaby (link below) and I recommend it to anyone who spent time exploring the universe of their own mind via atmospheric music and other mind-expanding practices. I had the chance to speak to ThisJustin about their curious new CD, their videos (link below) and the future of Violet Uprising.

 

Charlie Vázquez: Your new CD, i hear bleeding, explores different moods, textures and colors. What would you say is the thread that ties them all together into one cohesive body of work?

ThisJustin: We feel that i hear bleeding is a testament to the art of somber storytelling, if you will. We definitely have a spooky vein running in our music, and most of the songs tell a story, wrapped up in the Dementia World, which is our animated universe. We mixed many themes and feelings together and tried to relate them to our own experiences in life and love and broken hearts. Oh, and alien abduction! We drew from many areas of interest, the occult, aliens, fairies, and violet flower folklore, to piece together an album that speaks of our collective past, present and future. The common thread being longing: longing for love and feeling, longing for acceptance, longing for family, longing for knowledge.

 

CV: Tell me about the music that inspired you, in respect to the music you’re making, and how you’re taking it to a new level. What are some of the visual inspirations?

 

TJ: Most of the music that inspires us comes from the 1980’s and early 1990’s industrial Goth music scene, the early stages of punk, new wave and rap. Theatrical productions have also been an influence in molding our sound. We really had no choice in how dark our debut album is though; we heard tiny little voices. ESanti and I have worked together for many years, in the early 1990’s especially, in performance art groups and bands. Violet Uprising is really just a natural progression of the type of performance art we were doing back then, brought up to date, with a contemporary twist and a definite nod to many of the bands and performance pieces from that period. Visually, we’re inspired by dark, romantic landscapes, and small, cloistered Victorian parlors replete with decaying dolls and unexplained occurrences. You pull back the decomposing velvet drapes to reveal aliens disco dancing in the snow and Purplin, (the potato baby), running away from them. We’re drawn to ghostly black-light apparitions floating across the stage, as well, as basic in-your-face rock-and-roll, albeit with a twisty, sonic edge.

 

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CV: Have you presented Violet Uprising live? Would the visuals be a part of that experience?

 

TJ: Violet Uprising is entering the rehearsal phase for our live stage show and gathering our participants. We hope to incorporate performance artistry and also live dancers in keeping with our look and feel, and to showcase our videos as well— to present a full, multimedia event. Violet Uprising’s goal is to present an entire audiovisual experience.

 

CV: What are the future plans for Violet Uprising in terms of videos and music?

 

TJ: Our plan is to relentlessly press on, continuing to engulf ourselves in the madness! Playing out, making more music, videos, animated shorts, and sharing them with everyone that has heard the things that go bump in the night and then pondered joining them.

 

CV: Have you considered producing a feature-length film and score?

 

TJ: Certainly! In the future, we’ll remain open to new, creative production ideas, opportunities, and artistic challenges. We’re interested in all aspects of performance: live, animation, atmospheric pre-recordings, music videos and soundscapes. We will consider any options that might be presented to us as we push forth, but we want to remain focused on being true to any potential projects with a sound that can pull paint off your wall or make you an emotional fetal ball in a corner.

 

(Editor’s note: I’m crawling to the corner.)

 

CD available at: CD Baby http://cdbaby.com/cd/violetuprising

 

Violet Uprising can be reached at: violetuprising@mac.com

 

Website: http://www.violetuprising.com/

 

To view videos: http://www.youtube.com/results?search_type=&search_query=Violet+Uprising&aq=f

 

i-Tunes: http://www.apple.com/search/ipoditunes/?q=Violet+Uprising

 

i hear bleeding will be available via Rhapsody, Amazon, and other e-media circuits very soon!

 

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Published in: on March 13, 2009 at 3:00 PM Comments (4)

Mona Mason on Transgender Equality and Jerkaphillia

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Greetings all!


John and I will be in beautiful Puerto Rico this week, until next Saturday, so I’m switching to interview mode for the next two posts, as I had to do two in one week. The first, this one, was conducted with Mona Rae Mason, New York City’s mother hen to the male-to-female transgender community and an advocate for homeless queer youth. We got into the nuts and bolts of the medical and political challenges many transgender folks experience.


Charlie Vázquez: My first post on this blog covered the Christmas dinner I volunteered for, which you organized, for homeless LGBT youth at Sylvia’s Place in NYC. You also directed the Transgender Project, a study of male-to-female transgendered folks in the New York City area. Can you tell us a little more about what I’ve already mentioned and include things I haven’t? What other kinds of advocacy work have you done or plan on doing?


Mona Rae Mason: That little Christmas dinner you referred to was actually a bit of an experiment on my part. I did of course want to show the kids a nice Christmas, but a peer-to-generational peer sort of thing was my real motive. Those kids you met, all homeless LGBT kids, only have each other to look to for support and guidance. Unfortunately, that guidance usually comes in the form of what you can boost for the most money, and where the best tricks are found. If those kids can see some older, reasonably successful transgender people, it raises the bar for them a little bit. And if they can get just a bit of sound advice and encouragement from one who has ‘been there’, all the better. That night also put a face on the problem of homeless LGBT kids. I plan on continuing my work with those kids.


Because of my work with The Transgender Project, I was invited to participate on the committee to rewrite the NYPD Police Academy Training Manual relating to LGBT-specific issues. This new training manual is already being used and we’ll continue to revise it as needed. We are also being asked for our input on the NYPD’s procedural manual, things like body searches, detainment, etc.


I’m on the board of directors of Transgender Legal Defense and Education Fund, I participate as often as possible with the Trans Health Initiative-New York, and I’ve recently been appointed to the Callen Lorde Transgender Community Advisory Board. And while the Transgender Project has concluded, I still have speaking engagements and presentations to give related to our findings. I’ll be delivering a keynote address in May, at a large transgender conference in Philadelphia, as well. The Transgender Project has written and submitted four papers so far, for professional journals, with more to come.


So, I’m keepin’ the faith.


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CV: Describe for us how the transgendered push for equal rights is the same and different, from say, gay/lesbian or bisexual rights.


MRM: I’m going to call this HUMAN rights, but that does not change the fact that the struggle, to be equal, with equal opportunities and equal protections, is the same as any other group of people that has been seen as different. African-Americans, Hispanic/Latino, gay, or lesbian, we have ALL been seen as different and ‘less’, and in many quarters, still are.


CV: At the Gender PANIC! reading last week, Betty Lou Wing mentioned something about trans-folk being denied certain medical services, even when they pay for insurance.


MRM: A delicate enigma, wrapped in a savory riddle, with a side order of catch-22, garnished with political and financial overtones!


a. The APA says we’re suffering from gender identity disorder. A disorder needs to be fixed!
b. We suffer from gender dysphoria (this dysphoria needs to be cured!).

c. The APA recently suggested hormonal treatment for our dysphoria.

d. Many therapists won’t approve of HRT (hormone replacement therapy) unless you meet THEIR perception of ‘feminine’ BEFORE you start hormones.

e. Many therapists see HRT as the direct link to SRS (sexual reassignment surgery). What if we don’t want SRS? Why must we be one or the other?

f. In many states, before you can get hormones, you need to live at least one full year presenting as the gender you identify as (tough to do with hormones, unbelievably difficult without them).

g. Insurance companies won’t pay for or subsidize HRT because you are the ‘wrong’ gender.

h. Medicare won’t cover hormones unless you have your name legally changed to a name they perceive as female.

i. And of course, reassignment surgeries won’t be paid for by insurance companies because they are cosmetic/elective surgeries (wait a sec, aren’t we suffering from a disorder and dysphoria?).

The entire system is controlled by gatekeepers who don’t have a clue of what we go through, but still they know what is best for us.


CV: A lot of people aren’t clear on the difference between sexual orientation and gender identity. A few words on this to clear the air?


MRM: From a recent NYC-area study of M-to-F (male-to-female) transwomen:


Of 517 respondents with an average age of 37:


64.2% reported androphillic attraction (attracted to men)
17.8% reported gynephillic attraction (attracted to women)
14.8% reported attraction to both
3.2% reported no attraction to either


In the traditional, clinical sense, 64% of us would be described as homosexual. But if a person who happens to have been born with a penis truly perceives themselves to be female and is sexually attracted to men, aren’t they then heterosexual? A dichotomy of sexual orientation is very difficult to apply here. How would you apply a typology to the almost 18% who are attracted to females? Call them lesbians? Transbians? Oh, the question! Gender identity is in your heart, mind, and soul. Your sexual orientation would be defined by what type of person you have sex with (which would make me a jerkaphillic, as I sure end up with a bunch of jerks!).


CV: The contemporary political climate seems to be turning in favor of gay/lesbian rights, but do you feel this will include or exclude transgendered people?


MRM: While the transgender community has many gay and lesbian allies, there are a great number in that community who see us as a liability and would gladly throw us under the bus (unless of course, there is a march or parade and they put the over-the-top drag queens in the front and on top of the tallest floats). Like it or not, my gay and lesbian friends, we are pretty much stuck with each other, at least as far as the general public sees us. All we ask for is the same acceptance and rights that you seek. Actually, we DEMAND the same rights. Or are we less than you?


CV: Will the transgender community need to forge its own battle in terms of equality? I’m asking because so many people still cannot wrap their heads around same-sex attraction and the trans reality can be much more complicated, in terms of sexual reassignment surgery, hormone replacement therapy, etc. What do you think it will require for people to view the community as just people and not a “freak show”?


MRM: I do see a time coming in the near future when we as transgender people will have to have our own movement and leaders. We do have a few now, but there seems to be little real organization or cohesive strategy from these groups. Imagine that, political in-fighting! But more important are the financial considerations of mounting a real political action campaign. Any real money in our community is very closeted. And a grassroots campaign would be difficult as well.


Education is probably our best weapon in the battle for equal rights. Education leads to understanding; understanding leads to acceptance. But of course, there will always be those who need to be able to look down on, be better than, another group of people. It will take a long, long time to get the majority of people in this country and Western society to realize that the binary of male/female just doesn’t work. There are just too many of us who do not fit into that convenient, easy-to-understand system of gender.

 

Mona’s blog, Thoughts on Transgender:

http://monaraemason.wordpress.com/

 

 

Mona Rae Mason can be reached at: monaraemason@yahoo.com

 

More on this:


The World Professional Association for Transgender Health
www.wpath.org


The International Journal of Transgenderism
www.symposium.com/ijt/index.htm



International Foundation for Gender Education
www.ifge.org



Transgender Legal Defense and Education Fund
http://www.transgenderlegal.org



Transgender Care
www.transgendercare.com



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Published in: on March 5, 2009 at 4:14 PM Comments (2)
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